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Desert Time V - The Fall of the Desert

04/04/2011

What is all this does not make sense ... Why do I need those retreats, confession of why I and so on - if after a while once again repeating the same mistakes. What a crap ... And I thought that now I will be so perfect ... And what? And once again yielded to the influence of my dumb buddies ... Eh ... Well, that although these provisions are going to me somehow. On Sunday I was at the Bitter grievances - the first time in my life. Well, I limited the coffee "postnego mortification" ... But so what? I fell and did not have the strength to get up ... On the downside today, Monday ... I feel it would be nasty week.

Chris

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Can I go to the Lenten devotion (The Way of the Cross, Lenten Lamentations)?

you remember about the three pillars of Lent - fasting, alms and prayers? How does my fasting?

How I experience failure, and the difficulties it faces in the current period? Do you ask for the grace of Jesus' resurrection from my fall? A can immediately be discouraged and give in?

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From me: difficult for me somehow after last weekend to gather up in himself. A lot has happened and I can see how easily he get very discouraged. Well, God has once again reminds me that I am not ideal. I will not say a painful process - but we probably need I, the sinner. Today reproach myself that all weekend I did not do practically anything useful - especially at the university. The result is that I had to make up for it just now - that is, on Monday morning. You could say that you have me at the moment the intellectual moral hangover. And for tomorrow even need to write an outline ... and completely have no idea. Well, this is hard! But I know that God will carry me through the week. It can not be otherwise, if you got from the community for its consideration at a time of fasting words If God be for us, who can be against us? Well, who can be against us? It is he who deals the cards here. I finish with this optimistic comment and welcome to another part of the Desert time. God bless you!

PS Please pray.