03/19/2011
It is just sitting watching TV and watch your favorite program. Like the moment of the week when you can breathe for a while. Except that today, somehow I can not sit still, I feel that something is biting me. After the yesterday's Way of the Cross in the church can not stop thinking about what I heard on one of the considerations. This you killed him - this sentence in the temple, there was a very loud very clearly. Those were words to me. Like a child I heard on the religion that Jesus died for my sins ... but how do you bring home a man forcefully so as to hear so directly ... Massacre. And I still can not get to go to confession - fear consumed me as I do not know what. Even the provisions of the Lenten had not done so far ... Damn, I need to finally take sometime for yourself. But not today, today, somehow I do not have the strength ...
Chris
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Do I have any provision for Lent?
looks like my life is sacramental?
Do remember that Jesus Christ died for my sins?
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From me: Every day more and more getting used to the fact that we have Lent. Even retreat Lent already behind me (though this time not participated in its entirety.) I can see what is becoming for me this time this year. I believe that God - forgive me, Lord, if I'm wrong - I want more look at the shaping of himself as a man. Today, the feast of St. Joseph. There is no need to cheat, St. Joseph had to be a real man of flesh and blood to be able to be guardian of God himself. In relation to the person on the morning sermon I heard such words of Pastor O.: A man should to be someone who we can not resist. Like obvious, but just to remind myself (and sure to be the man, cherish this masculine, learn to build appropriate relationships with the people, appreciate the feminine women, and at the same time refrain from any zniewieścienia and the like, and so on ...).
I also see that this message gets to carry the cross of concrete - a difficult practice in high school, some subjects at the university, to deal with the feeling of loneliness. On the other hand I receive from God the great strengthening, and it is my commitment to our pilgrimage group or assistance in organizing the Easter Triduum liturgies in our parish. Appreciation and joy for me are the people whom God has placed around me, including the Redemptorists, LSO, people from the community (and beyond), or my friend (You know that, you mentioned!). Today I received the order for Lent, which we realize as a community oazowa - I enjoy it and it very much!
So is the cross, is too great God's grace.
It will be beautiful Lent leading to Easter. I believe it deeply.
PS Welcome to the subsequent episodes of Desert Time! Earlier parts are available under the appropriate tab on the left side. The Lord God!
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